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I think I'm Crazy. Please help me.?

I am 14 years old and i set up this account to ask this question. I always talk to myself, even when i try to stop i still start telling myself to stop, and i actually sometimes tell myself that no, i wont stop. I have extreme anxieties and am afraid to do anything alone, and sometimes run out of a room because i start feeling scared. This fear has gotten to the point that i can not go to the bathroom by myself without dragging my dog along. I am afraid of mirrors and windows, and at night i keep imagining a blurry white face to suddenly smack against my window. I am taking prozak and conserta, but though i can now sometimes stay in the room i am in without anyone else, i still am afraid. I have never noticed a voice or even had a feeling telling me if something is right or wrong, but have judged it by thinking about what people would say if i did it. I don’t see things, but sometimes i hear weird noises, and i often hear people counting down from 5 to 1, even when nobody is around. I have straight F’s on my homework, and straight A’s on my tests. i talk to animals a lot, and when i try to stop talking, i cant. I have sometimes talked to myself, and actually received answers that i didn’t make up. When i was 7 my oldest brother, who was 12 at the time, snuk up on me from behind while i was in a rocking chair petting my cat. He was wearing his halloween costume of a wraith and carrying a wooden sword, and tried to scare me. My cat jumped away, and after it jumped away i knew there was someone behind me. I waited until he was near me and then i turned around, jumped off the chair, and pinned him to the floor. I had been going to judo classes because my parents wanted me to know self defense. I pinned him, put my hand on his neck, and started to strangle him. I have long fingers. My brother then eventually got away, crying, and a month later we realized that i had damaged a nerve in his neck. He was at a hospital for 2 months, out of school for 6 months, his grades have never recovered, and he has become an angry person. Though he doesnt blame be for his injury, and tells me that i am a good person, i can tell that i hurt him. I have started to be scared by my own behavior, and i am afraid of being around children or weak people because i might start hurting them. my parents are very kind and not abusive, and i have 4 brothers, whom i like a lot. Can someone please tell me what i have? None of this was made up. Please don’t think that this is a joke, it isn’t.


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2 Responses to “I think I'm Crazy. Please help me.?”

  1. parker oubre says:

    ummmm i think you should talk to somebody more professional… like a psychiatrist. Not us

  2. Erick says:

    Umm….

    I’m 14 too, so don’t think I know A Lot

    I was thinking Autism, because aren’t they suppose to be in their own "separate world" but someone with autism wouldn’t ask if they have something wrong…

    Try to "think" to yourself instead of talking, or at least try to cover your mouth, be more social, and make sure not to "Hurt" anyone unless they’re trying to hurt you…

    About the noises, I would ask your parents to see someone for that…

    Ask your parents, they’ll probably know what to do :D

    Or ask someone you trust: favorite teacher, brother, relatives. NOT friends that might make people think your weird, and start spreading rumors and being mean

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